This is the question friends and relatives throw at me whenever they notice my existence.
Just to avoid a lengthy conversation, I simply answer “yes”.
My heart is grieving. My body is aching. My mind is swirling. My spirit is ailing. On top of all these, I am drowning in Credit Card debt for helping a very dear friend who is now incapacitated to pay me back.
How could I possibly be OKAY?
I try my best to appear happy in front of Gio and Eia but when left alone, I get down on my knees and cry.
If there is a modern-day version of Job in the Holy Bible, that would be me.
I tell myself “all these shall come to pass.” And pray that I don’t lose my Faith along the way.
I know we all have our own crosses to carry. Who am I to judge that God has given me more crosses than others?
How about you? Are you okay?
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